[ducks her head low, tangling her fingers in her bangs and tugging hard]
It wasn't … [a breath, slow and measured; she's still struggling to keep herself here] … it was a hallucination. A vivid one. Could have been stopped at any moment, but they wouldn't … let me. So I had to watch.
no subject
Pinned down and forced to watch it.
[ducks her head low, tangling her fingers in her bangs and tugging hard]
It wasn't … [a breath, slow and measured; she's still struggling to keep herself here] … it was a hallucination. A vivid one. Could have been stopped at any moment, but they wouldn't … let me. So I had to watch.